Why?

Because to be a mother was the only thing I wanted more than to be a teacher.
There are many permutations to the why, but this is the.only.why that matters.

Definitions (Noun)

Ennui
(noun) A feeling of utter weariness and discontent resulting from satiety or lack of interest.
Perturb
(verb) To disturb or disquiet greatly in mind; agitate.
Unctuous
(adjective) Characterized by excessive piousness or moralistic fervor, especially in an affected manner.
Skullduggery
(noun) Dishonorable proceedings.
Solipsism
(noun) Extreme preoccupation with and indulgence of one’s feelings, desires, etc,; egoistic self-absorption.
Delitescent
(adjective) Concealed; hidden; latent.
Braggadocio
(noun) Empty boasting.
Choice
(noun) An alternative.
Consequence
(noun) The conclusion reached by a line of reasoning. Importance or significance.
Resignation
(noun) An accepting, unresisting attitude, state, etc.; submission; acquiescence: to meet one’s fate with resignation. A formal statement, document, etc., stating that one gives up an office, position, etc.
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