The past two days were 4s (out of 10). The racing thoughts won't go away. I have congruent, tangential, perpendicular, multiversal stories, plotlines, scenarios, what-ifs, should-haves...my brain won't stop. My. Brain. Won't. Stop.
The doctor decided to remove some of my meds and I guess this is me adjusting to them. But, and in all my eloquence this is what I can muster: this sucks.
But.
I received a message that comforted me to no end. I had no idea that there were some people out there who actually, actually, care. Silently praying for me. Thank you. THANK YOU.
And for that, I'm going to try my best to make tomorrow a 6 or 7, at least.
Please, let it be a 6 or 7. I'm exhausted.
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